anyways this is my now the nails O.O weird
cool right?! HAHAHAH my nails same as wallet.
smth random. LOL my dad bought this underwear HAHAH damn nice i also want to be a guy -.-!

Nevertheless i was still kinda dissapointed but nvm i guess you are not really a fren. Anyways whats a fren? someone who actually helps u when u are in trouble. Not just plain using your mouth to talk u know. Ppl may not approve who i hang out with but i mean what u you guys know. do u even actually understand me that well. And it just shows how little trust and faith u have for a little girl like me. Btw im not childish or immature. im growing up now. nvm i shall not say anymore. (:




this cool quote band me manjing and clarice bought (: guess which is mine? 
Three day aft my birthday was alvina dears birthday :D hahha so i actually same age as her for three days i love her alot too! :D i remmeber that day germaine and regina and tessa and weishan came my house to surprise me when i was asleep in my pj and socks o.O :D hahahahah AND GERMAINE COOKED FOR ME (: hahahaha thanks for the TG to gereginatessa (: hahahah after tessa and weishan bathed and me! we all went town and stuff :D quite fun! abit sad its belated :P but nvermind at least u guys had the heart ^^ hahahah aprecciated too <3!
hahahah got more unglams BUT I LAZY UPLOAD ALR!Seriously though i didnt believe abt belated and stuff until i actually felt it. LOL it was horrible hahahahahah. i not blaming anyone hor..........HAHAH but seriously these are all damn emtional stuff i can cry now!OKay but seiously the days mostly around my birthday were really messed up i cried everyday not only once hahahahah -.- seriously eugenia. -.-zzzzzzzzz
ANWSSSSSSSS. ALSO THANKS TO YEEYING AND MANJING LOL I DONT BLAME U TWO ONCE AGAIN (: and yea i liked the pink BOLSTER HAHAHAH i alr fat enough now i need to sleep with this last years birthday soft toy rabbit and this year's LOL no space alr. i alr took out all my soft toys alr hahahahah. now sleeping with two big ones! :D thanks i love u TWO (: (yeeying and manjing not the soft toys)anws cutting THREE birthday cakes is not really unlcuky right?! hahahahhaha i dontwant next year to screw up like this year again u know.
BLUR!
hahahah recently go manjing house with jo dear :D we eat ALOT and got this tire burst scare me this crazy woman here screaming hahahahah. milo ice cream really very nicce ( hahahah sorry random) we ate pasta mania and did farewell stuffffff ^^ HAHAHAH greedy jo LOL.
Another day went ikea with the girls :D LOL i was late AS USUAL so i just went there for food :D hhahahah sad my cute face isnt in the pic i was the camera girl :DAnyways sorry to tanying i PANGSEH U T.T sooooooooo sorry. hahahhahaa. damndamn sorry...
Ok this week is going to be busy too so i wont think much alr (: Tmr iss.... thursday? should be going out with clique. Then friday IS FAREWELL so excited but havent DO ANYthing omg! later i shall go think. thennnn sat GOT GATHERING HAHAH yay excited too. can see my cousins WHEEEEEE (: yayayyyyyyyyyyyy then mathilda is coming to stayover! (: UNTIL MONDAY LEH LOL but i sunday got some caroling thing. i shall try and pul her along :/ hahahhaha then after that I TUES GOING OFF ALR. until SCHOOL REOPEN OMG alot ppl is going to miss me la HAHAHA, and i havent done hw! but jasper told me the vice principal quite goodlooking LOL yay looking forward :D
okay anyway now the not so childish stuff.
I thought abt everyyyyyyyyyyything. okay to the ppl i hurt-ed sorry okay. Then i shall growup. AND be myself (: i SHALL NOT try to fit in anymore and just treasure the ppl i have around me now. yes, and i shall also work on manymany things to improve:D im not perfect okay but no one else is. And i shall have a stronger stand on my thinking. Dont let other ppl waver me easily anymore. and i shall forget abt blaaaaaa so yea new year ahead alr. abit sad i wont be in the country for christmas as well as the new year :'( sniff i will be suffering in a negative twenty plus thirty place so maybeeee i'll be whiter when i come back (: but i dont want to have prune lipsssssss no and i dont want to have dry skin but I HATE TO PUT LOTION. argh hahahahah.
I shall try and improve on my singing HAHAH i think i still wanna be a singer when i grow up. :P sorrayeeeeeeee to those ppl that my unlucky moodwing kenaed u smthimes SO SORRY! u know who u are la. but my mood hasnt been really good.
aiyo and this post doesnt really say much also, okay i still cant typed out exactly how i feel abt many things now. ohwell nvm i also shall be studious next year, i secretly wish to be DAMN smart next year and trash YOU hahahahahahahahah. nvermind dont think i'll happen but u guys should relaly keep a watchout for me i shall not care abt what other ppl think OF MEEE ALR muahahahhaahahah.
okay so i hereby now MARK this as a new start YAYYYYY. lol -.- i mean hahah (: shall be HAPPIER AND DONT CRY ALR















