this is so randome (:

i may seem vain but im not really the extreme type okay. anws all girls are vain even if u dont admit that. i admit im vain (:

anyways this is my now the nails O.O weird

before that was this!

cool right?! HAHAHAH my nails same as wallet.

my wallet is made up of my three fav colours :D

smth random. LOL my dad bought this underwear HAHAH damn nice i also want to be a guy -.-!

hahhahahaha but mine owned his!!!!!!!ownage! LOL if u are a guy please skip this part -.-

WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF AHHHHHHHHHHH -.- this was such a calming post until i accidentally deleted everything! hahahha okay nvm i shall DO EVERYTHING AGAIN lol.I was saying..No wonder ppl like to move to livejournal cause can have locked post :D I kinda want this post to be locked but ohwell i guess no one will read it (:Ok lets start from my birthday hahahha.I would really like to thank everyone who wished me (: i really appreciate it thanks! :*

Nevertheless i was still kinda dissapointed but nvm i guess you are not really a fren. Anyways whats a fren? someone who actually helps u when u are in trouble. Not just plain using your mouth to talk u know. Ppl may not approve who i hang out with but i mean what u you guys know. do u even actually understand me that well. And it just shows how little trust and faith u have for a little girl like me. Btw im not childish or immature. im growing up now. nvm i shall not say anymore. (:

this cool quote band me manjing and clarice bought (: guess which is mine?

Hhahaha thanks to manjing and claricetwin dears who surprised me befor my actual birthday when we went out :D i really enjoyed that day and thanks again for that PINK CAKE (: thnaksthanks i love you two loads :D hahahha thanks at least u two dearies made me never think of all the bad things and make me feel sad for the day :D thnks alot i love u two <3>

On my actual birthday, jo and max were nice enough to pei me. thanks :D hahahahah abit sad cause i had choir but its okay actually. Sometimes during meeting i really enjoy it ppl may think im dumb and retarded but at least i am myself during the meeting and is actually enjoying and laughing. Yea and HAHA CHRIS never scold me! it was a birthday treat man HAHA but i still got fined LOL. but nvm. Yay and jo hugged me when i going to cry hahahahah thanks :D lovessssssss!

Three day aft my birthday was alvina dears birthday :D hahha so i actually same age as her for three days i love her alot too! :D i remmeber that day germaine and regina and tessa and weishan came my house to surprise me when i was asleep in my pj and socks o.O :D hahahahah AND GERMAINE COOKED FOR ME (: hahahaha thanks for the TG to gereginatessa (: hahahah after tessa and weishan bathed and me! we all went town and stuff :D quite fun! abit sad its belated :P but nvermind at least u guys had the heart ^^ hahahah aprecciated too <3! hahahah got more unglams BUT I LAZY UPLOAD ALR!

Seriously though i didnt believe abt belated and stuff until i actually felt it. LOL it was horrible hahahahahah. i not blaming anyone hor..........HAHAH but seriously these are all damn emtional stuff i can cry now!OKay but seiously the days mostly around my birthday were really messed up i cried everyday not only once hahahahah -.- seriously eugenia. -.-zzzzzzzzz

ANWSSSSSSSS. ALSO THANKS TO YEEYING AND MANJING LOL I DONT BLAME U TWO ONCE AGAIN (: and yea i liked the pink BOLSTER HAHAHAH i alr fat enough now i need to sleep with this last years birthday soft toy rabbit and this year's LOL no space alr. i alr took out all my soft toys alr hahahahah. now sleeping with two big ones! :D thanks i love u TWO (: (yeeying and manjing not the soft toys)
anws cutting THREE birthday cakes is not really unlcuky right?! hahahahhaha i dontwant next year to screw up like this year again u know.


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hahahah recently go manjing house with jo dear :D we eat ALOT and got this tire burst scare me this crazy woman here screaming hahahahah. milo ice cream really very nicce ( hahahah sorry random) we ate pasta mania and did farewell stuffffff ^^ HAHAHAH greedy jo LOL.

Another day went ikea with the girls :D LOL i was late AS USUAL so i just went there for food :D hhahahah sad my cute face isnt in the pic i was the camera girl :D

Anyways sorry to tanying i PANGSEH U T.T sooooooooo sorry. hahahhahaa. damndamn sorry...

Ok this week is going to be busy too so i wont think much alr (: Tmr iss.... thursday? should be going out with clique. Then friday IS FAREWELL so excited but havent DO ANYthing omg! later i shall go think. thennnn sat GOT GATHERING HAHAH yay excited too. can see my cousins WHEEEEEE (: yayayyyyyyyyyyyy then mathilda is coming to stayover! (: UNTIL MONDAY LEH LOL but i sunday got some caroling thing. i shall try and pul her along :/ hahahhaha then after that I TUES GOING OFF ALR. until SCHOOL REOPEN OMG alot ppl is going to miss me la HAHAHA, and i havent done hw! but jasper told me the vice principal quite goodlooking LOL yay looking forward :D

okay anyway now the not so childish stuff.

I thought abt everyyyyyyyyyyything. okay to the ppl i hurt-ed sorry okay. Then i shall growup. AND be myself (: i SHALL NOT try to fit in anymore and just treasure the ppl i have around me now. yes, and i shall also work on manymany things to improve:D im not perfect okay but no one else is. And i shall have a stronger stand on my thinking. Dont let other ppl waver me easily anymore. and i shall forget abt blaaaaaa so yea new year ahead alr. abit sad i wont be in the country for christmas as well as the new year :'( sniff i will be suffering in a negative twenty plus thirty place so maybeeee i'll be whiter when i come back (: but i dont want to have prune lipsssssss no and i dont want to have dry skin but I HATE TO PUT LOTION. argh hahahahah.

I shall try and improve on my singing HAHAH i think i still wanna be a singer when i grow up. :P sorrayeeeeeeee to those ppl that my unlucky moodwing kenaed u smthimes SO SORRY! u know who u are la. but my mood hasnt been really good.

aiyo and this post doesnt really say much also, okay i still cant typed out exactly how i feel abt many things now. ohwell nvm i also shall be studious next year, i secretly wish to be DAMN smart next year and trash YOU hahahahahahahahah. nvermind dont think i'll happen but u guys should relaly keep a watchout for me i shall not care abt what other ppl think OF MEEE ALR muahahahhaahahah.

okay so i hereby now MARK this as a new start YAYYYYY. lol -.- i mean hahah (: shall be HAPPIER AND DONT CRY ALR