hey there

Helloooooo. school has opened with a rough start! D:
But its okay, heh i shall blog more abt in another blog soon, dontwant some stalkers to see hahahahah.
errr i eating ice cream now AGain.
Heh and i just went to cut my hair, if u didnt know my hair is DAM thick so my head feels like it loss like 5kg jkkjk 1kg?
everything was like so heavy even when i run in P.E my rubber band like cannot take the weight.
But long pontytail make me look more femenine hahah but YAY now i look cuter! HAHA :P
yay i like cute.
hahahah okay i dunno what i talking.
School have been ~.~
the work is ~.~
Some ppl make me feel ~.~
I dont understand everything ~.~
I am so busy ~.~
blablabla lor ~.~
hahah and recently like yesterday i just got punished to copy like 20 gonghans :P
ahhh but i doubt i learnt a lesson la.
Haha im breaking my promise! i shall not use comp on mondays to thursday.,
Anyways my desktop mysteriously spoiled agn so i using laptop. dontlike veyr hot!
and allll my songs etc not inside.
grr
Heheh shall i buy a HOT PINK nano or itouch or iphone leh?
haha. if the iphone or touch got pink then shiok already.
I want a blackberry too! but i want a white one o.o ironic
okayu i want everything in the world. I very greedy! haha. okay must curb this illness.
anws new sec ones just came in! :D i hope to lookk like a COOL senior instead of a dumband retarded one, haha
I dont understand but i only can fit in with some ppl well.
Thats weird la.
Im weird and i think everybody is weirddddddddd this year ._______.
Damn! haha and please ignore previous emo posts very ~~~~~~ disgusting leh hahahaha.

I want to grow shorter and thinner.

arghhhhhhhhh damn irritated now.. but cannot use vuglar.
I dunno why ppl around me like KEEP losing phones like damn ):
haha im feeling absolutely very random.

hmm did i mention it before? haha i actually want to be a ___ when i growup haha i want to show ppl my talents instead of hiding it. very bhb i know :D hahahah
hope that on ___ day this year after os i will at least be able to present it to batch LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL XD okay i very paisehn nw. BYE
i so dontwant to do homework ): I dontwant TO GROW OLDER ):
anws i think _______ IS DAMN CUTE HEHEH bye :)
oh and i want to be optimistic again :)
Dont show ppl im sad. heheh BYE im bored and random :)

i thought it would be easy but i was wrong.
Why must this happen again?
I will never never never ever believe anyone anymore.
Teach me abt frens?
All only act like you care but no its fake.
If i give up on myself its my own problem right?
You all dont even trust me.
What i want back now is just my character.
Who cares if its childish?
Im not me anymore, i wasnt like this.
I dontwant to be like this, i dont want to have moodswings every second.
I will cause a burden to ppl.
I hate this.
wdv i shall go and bury myself in my chinese book for now.
i try not to say vuglar no matter how affected i am.

Please do not read if u dont comprehand cause i dont want u to misunderstand

Hellooooo (:
Im back man.
Havent do homework so screwed but im kinda excited.
I got alot mixed feelings now abt everything since its a new year.
Last year i realised many things happened.
Yea im not really sensible.
I still cant believe im sec 4 alr.
Wow 4 years zoom past.
Anws short post,
Its a new year and this year is going to be BOOMZ
i shall continue next time since now everything is so messy my mom just opened the luggages so my house also kinda boomz now.
haha!
I shall think of my new year resolutions soon (:
Anws i learnt alot this year.
Sorry to those that i have hurt and everything.
Time cannot be gone back so
i guess i'll just treasure whoever is with me nw.
and currently i think singapore is very hottttttt.

hahah tata for now i shall learn to be more..

Suddenly

Suddenly I, am in front of the lights
Everything, I'm feeling
Scary and beautiful at the same time
And every day I try just to breathe
I want to show the whole world
The truth inside of me
Suddenly people know my name
Suddenly everything has changed
Suddenly I feel so alive
In the blink of an eye
My dreams begin to rain
Suddenly time, feels like the wind
It changes everywhere I go I'm just trying to fit in
Now here I stand
And I'm still just that girl
I'm following my heart
In this amazing crazy world
Suddenly people know my name
Suddenly everything has changed
Suddenly I feel so alive
In the blink of an eye
Suddenly I am center stage
Suddenly I am not afraid
Suddenly I believe again
In a blink of an eye it's happening now
As my dreams begin to rain
Iwant to say to love me for me
What's inside
I'm gonna be positive, not run away, so much for you
This is my lifeSuddenly I am center stage
Suddenly I am not afraid
Suddenly I believe again
In the blink of an eye
My dreams begin to reign

Make some noise

It's easy to feel like you're all alone
To feel like nobody knows
The great that you are, the good that's inside you
Is trying so hard to break through
Maybe it's your time to lift off and fly
You won't know if you never try
I will be there with you all of the way
You'll be fine
Don't let anyone tell you
That you're not strong enough
Don't give up
There's nothing wrong
With just being yourself
That's more than enough
So come on and raise your voice
Speak your mind and make some noise
And sing -
Hey! Hey!Make some noise
Hey! Hey yeah!
You want to be known
You want to be heard
And know you are beautiful
You have so much to give
Some change you wanna live
So shout it out and let it show
You have a diamond inside of your heart
A light that shines bright as the stars
Don't be afraid to be all that you are
You'll be fine
Don't let anyone tell you
That you're not strong enough
Don't give up
There's nothing wrong
With just being yourself
That's more than enough
So come on and raise your voice
Speak your mind and make some noise
And sing -
Hey! Hey!Make some noise -
Hey! Hey yeah!
You can't just sit back and watch the world change
It matters what you've got to say
There's no one else who can stand in your place
So come on it's never too late
Maybe it's your time to lift off and fly
You won't know if you never try
Don't let anyone tell you
That you're not strong enough
Don't give up
There's nothing wrong
With just being yourself
That's more than enough
So come on and raise your voice
Speak your mind, make some noiseAnd sing -
Hey! Hey!Make some noise -
Hey! Hey yeah!Hey! Hey! Make some noise
Speak your mind and make some noise
And sing hey yeah, hey yeah, hey yeahMake some noise
Hey yeah, hey yeah, hey yeah
Make some noiseHey yeah, hey yeah, hey yeah
Make some noiseHey yeah, hey yeah, hey yeah
Make some noise