i thought it would be easy but i was wrong.
Why must this happen again?
I will never never never ever believe anyone anymore.
Teach me abt frens?
All only act like you care but no its fake.
If i give up on myself its my own problem right?
You all dont even trust me.
What i want back now is just my character.
Who cares if its childish?
Im not me anymore, i wasnt like this.
I dontwant to be like this, i dont want to have moodswings every second.
I will cause a burden to ppl.
I hate this.
wdv i shall go and bury myself in my chinese book for now.
i try not to say vuglar no matter how affected i am.